.....

just watched "My Amnesia Girl."

ngayon ko lang na appreciate yung movie. as in totally just now. woaah. :))
besides the fact that i enjoyed looking at toni gonzaga's diff. fits, and the banat lines in each scenes. there's something in that film that really catches me most...


anyways im missiing my best bud phoebe more! :((
namimiss nkita pobs sobraa! sigh.

first thing im gonna do after i graduate two years from now.. ill be working my ass off really hard to get there and be with ya, the three of us hahaha prang 3 idiots lng. :]

i miss you phoebe! see ya soon.

theres nothing more i wanna do. only to buy a house on my own for my mom nd be with my best buddy plus twin sister.

nothing more nothing less.
someday. haha!

we'll see.

happy friday the 301th everyone haha! maipilit lang.

"It's not enough to study hard. the best way to graduate in mapua is to die."

kidding. of course not. last term i did my best 2x than what i did last last term. but still i failed one subjct. bullshit! thats bullshit! (sorry for the word)but damn it im soo working my ass out here but still couldnt figure out how to atleast have above average grades. im not complaining. im desperately asking!

haaayyy. :((
idk. everytime im giving my best. it'll always backfire on me and then it'll go to waste.

im still not losing my hope here. someday it'll pay the price.

finalized schedule for this term.

GOODLUCK APE! yun lang masasabi ko.

This is how i end my term break.

thanks guyssss!! i had fun bigtime!
thought my whole term break would end normally like before. BORING. hahha :))
super homie.

with my gals:

svet santos
marj villanueva
nd yeah.
james Mon
lewis belmonte

watched "no other woman" movie
@ shangrila plaza.

been awhile since i last went there.

thanks guys! :D

malcolm x

"YOU’RE NOT SUPPOSED TO BE SO BLIND WITH PATRIOTISM THAT YOU CAN’T FACE REALITY. WRONG IS WRONG, NO MATTER WHO SAYS IT."

- Malcolm X

TWINS

goodmorning thursday!

I can't sleep again.

"1..2..3..4..5..6..7..8..9.. down to 500" i stopped counting. iam yawning but i can't sleep. what the hell is wrong with me?

what i did is adjust my sched and there..


not yet finish though, still thinking if i could add one more major but the only sect left for emg70 starts at 6-7.30pm :(

still have 2 more years before i could graduate. "nakakaiyak naman!" but thats okay. still thankful i have a chance to study. muntikan nkong makickout sa mapua before as in literally MUNTIKAN! hndi mahirap sa mapua eh. SOBRANG HIRAAAAP LANG! bwiset. hahahaha! :)) ill be going back to industrial engineering. basta wla lng bgsak every term. kayang kaya ko yan!

for myself and for the sake of my family and to desperately see phoebe. :D
AJAA!

ill be dealing with my studies and myself first. and the rest? i dunno.

enrollment time.

"DAMN YOU http://mymapua.edu.ph"

FIX YOU - coldplay

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

other half.

hi odette. hahaha she's gonna kill me if she'll see this. hahahaha! im proud to say "YOUR MY OTHER HALF!" ahohohoo! smile! :D

reading makes sense.

The thought about this for a second. "True. but if you never really make friends, you probably don't have anyone to be your two a.m. which would kind of suck."

i just looked at him as he stirred his soup, carrots spinning in the liquid. "your what?"
"Two a.m." He swallowed, then said, "You know. The person you can call at two a.m and, no matter what, you can count on them. Even if they're asleep or it's cold or you need to be bailed out of jail... they'll come for you. it's like, the HIGHEST LEVEL OF FRIENDSHIP."


- Dave Wade,
"What happened to goodbye."

TERM BREAK.

a whole lot of thinking.

my mom always used to say.. "Never settle for less than you deserve." and that hit me realizing whats right from not-that-right. i have set my goals up. and im pretty sure it is enough to keep me motivated in my perspective. but then, i came to think that i should aim high more to get really what i deserve.

that's a whole lot of thinking. i say.
thanks mom.
you really love me bigtime! :)
i love you too.

if..

DON'T ASK AND THE ANSWER IS ALWAYS NO.

newhaircut

LOVIN it.

55179.) There's nothing you can do that can't be done.

sober.

crying over my grades hoping i'll pass that ine major subject that i fear most that'll fail.

as we are on our way home from mapua.

with nia & odette.
good companies.

howdie nia!

bummed up.

last night. i was soo bummed up. bow

BBM

Add me up fella's in your bbm contacts.

I switched to OS 6.0 then boom all my files including my contacts disappeared like a snap! Hahahahaha why didn't I backup the files before? Lesson learned.

Anyways goodnight fellas! :)



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lastnightout

ODETTE, AMBER, JAZ

my bumble bee.

Music Video TEASER Joseph Vincent- Bumble Bee (Original)

GOODLUCK FIRST TERM FINALS! :D

girls night out

morning classes nd verification for my subs then kevin showed up everywhere i go. hayyyayay your soo handsome and sweet but im not THAT into you much.. anyways. i was figuring out how to pass my one most-likely-to-fail subject. aaargh i hate that eco2. but i know that i will. pass. *fingers crossed.

anwyays, headed home with svet and off to salon with mom (kahit umulan pa go!) saw the man that ruined my life, twice. nd voila! do my nails. nd home sweet home for dinner with my girls.

off to repub for dinner nd to celebrate jazmines birthday. but before that we messed up our room. kaka bihis at ayos.

girls nightout with:

jazmin, amber, nia, odette and me

well some of the boys went too.

king, berto nd cholo showed up too that night.
uses king's car nd zoom to resortsworld.

excited fo later! :D

whenever you feel like dancin.. you don't have to dance alone.

howdie big smile! you lookin good right there in my face. :)

Should've kissed you.

Should've kissed you - Chris brown

Why am I mad, I don't get it,
It seems like every time you give me signs,
And I miss it!
I did it again,
I admit it,
I left you standing there,
And now I regret it,

Seems like every time,
I get the chance,
I lose my cool, and I blow it,
And I get all tongue tied,
Lost in your eyes,
I'm a fool, and I know it!

[Chorus]

I should've kissed you,
I should've told you,
Told you just how I feel,
And next time I won't stop,
I'll listen to my heart,
Cause what I feel is real!
I should've kissed you,
I should've told you how I feel,
I should've kissed you,
I should've showed you just how I feel,

Now why did'nt I,
Give you my two cents,
A million reasons why I should have,
And it makes no sense,
So here I am,
By myself again,
Stopping for green lights, and Now I know,
I wanna be more than friends,

How come every time I get the chance
I lose my cool and I blow it,
And I get all tongue tied,
Lost in your eyes,
I'm a fool and I know it![Chorus]

Hey,
I should've kissed you,
I should've told you,
Told you just how I feel,
And next time I won't stop,
I'll listen to my heart,
Cause what I feel is real!
I should've kissed you,
I should've told you how I feel,
I should've kissed you,
I should've showed you just how I feel!

So I turned the car around,
And you were right where I left you,
And your smile said you were feeling me too,
And the moon shined bright,
Cause when your lips met mine,
I finally got it right,
I'll be leaving with you tonight,
And I won't have to say,

[Chorus]

I should've kissed you,
I should've told you,
Told you just how I feel,
And next time I won't stop,
I'll listen to my heart,
Cause what I feel is real!
I should've kissed you,
I should've showed you how I feel,
I should've kissed you,
I should've showed you how I feel!

Girl I should've kissed you,
I should've told you told you just how I feel,
And this time I won't stop,
Until I have your heart,
Because what I'm feeling is real.

wattaa week!

wednesday and tuesday blast!

drained out yet we had soo much fun! hahaha! :D

can't say more.

TUESDAY:

- school cafe treats svet, marj nd lewis + marius nd cholo.
- rizal complex for marius practice (epic fail)
- hp for odette's shoes. louie, mariuse, cholo, salima
- dine @ taft everyone!

WEDNESDAY:

- morning classes
- madocs with nia, salima, ela, odette nd say.
- got a chance to catch up with their friends that i haven't seen for a long time.
- rob for odette's shoes again salima nd odette.
- rush up for their mse.
- home sweet home with salima dining with us.




yiehahha! nuff said. bow. hahaha! :]
p.s :

can't wait fr saturdaay.

here comes another Hell of a week.

i'll be studying more bigtime this time. like a 199% more! than last week. finals is coming and so does the last exams of my every subject. Goodluck APE!

SATURDAY.

"its just now that im loving saturdaaays"

well




my sat. morning sucks bigtime. besides that iam late and im wearing my not-so-comfy clothes, alex pinili (A.R friend) saw me with hanna corvera rushing myself out as i walk pass on then in the central station. they were doing their photography somethin. and then exchange greetings. balex took a shot on me. i look stupid nd in full sweat and soo panget" aaargh! wrong timing oh. Bwiset n araw to. hehehe but then as my class for ie went on. we moved out to west 3rd floor to wait for our next class. oh wait. "WE" means.. im with Svet santos. hahahha. anyways. as iam taking my LQ2 nd freaking finals in phy2 my twin sister called saying they are waiting for me in the cafe shop near our school. and there i go after my exam.

with Clay, Nia and of course my twin sister, Odette. they said they would drop by on me after their duty at Quezon institute. well like they said.


and then catch up stories and their duty hell day. haha they were soo loud like everyone was lookin at us REALLY! but i guess its alryt afterall im a regular customer. hehehe.




as the heavy rain stopped. we decided to go home already as we head to the exit i saw elmer nd lewis from afar. nice! they were with they're friends. then i said hi to lewis nd elmer. i introduce ,y friends to them. and so elmer was like

" april si ano oh..."

i was soo clueless but then it hit me when i saw kevin. hahha! kevin sanjose. i said hi to him but then he ignored me like i was embarrassing him. well im not making fun of you kevin! haha! i never thought he would be interested in me.

and there we went home already. :)

the end.

def.

definitely want this.

Fits

I have my lookbook account but i don't think pang lookbuk yan. haha! yesterday im on my way to school, with my twin sister (odette) its kinda raining but we didnt mind getting soaked up by the rain. :]



got this with lomo effect coool!




we were just lol-ing around our streetside and went on separately afterwards haha!

WEDNESDAY.

Goodmorning Manila!

been waiting for my dad to go online. he texted us last night saying..

"naulan dito, namimiss ko nnman kayo. kamusta kayo lahat dyan? ok lang ba kayo lhat? i love you al!"

and that made me cry. that's the best message that ive ever read so far. :[ i miss him too. BIGTIME!

peeps.

these peeps this day.

cafe chocolat. this new cafe shop beside our school has the best churros ive ever taste, a day with much allowance ended up treating Cholo & Marius some coffee nd sweet munchs. but i got the best treat from them yesterday so i guess its kinda worth-it. :]

these two jockeys been giving me loads of frustration "kung makahila parang wlang bukas!" but they're one of the most wackiest gentlemen so far. not that i wanna be with them all the time, but this past few weeks i kinda do. hayayayay cholls nd ius.


cuuuraaaayzzi FRI - day.



if i dindnt make an excuse for sure i wouldnt make it on my math class, hahaha then theres shimari. we were laughin out loud over our class clown (our prof) hahahah!! :D

we were craving for pasta thats why we went straight to old sphag house for our lunch. laughing non-stop all through out. hahahaha!! :)) everytime im with this gal we cant stop sharing stories nd laughin over some silly nonsense fool acts. :D

ordered pasts and went back to school (for shimari) and straight home (for me).

been tired but worth spending a day for. :]

WARDROBE

a wardrobe like this woulb be like paradise in my closet. :D hehehe. i just couldnt find anthr wardrobe for my old fits. thats why my closet looks like a huge mess.
whenever i feel frustrated or stressed and dreadful? i shop instantly. and thats what i belive the real stress reliever.

been saving my allowance for somethin big this year. :D

Dont listen to the radio

i was on my way home then there is this song in particular playing in the radio. and i was like ..........

hehehe. it hit me bad though, the song title

"everything i do, i do it for you"

secret boutique

its called somethin.. "M" hehe. its a secret shop full of branded clothes. :D thats why i love this place. yesterday they've launch their opening and not just a few people wnet there but LOTSA famous celebs too. that was wayy too cool. a small fiest was held and the place was crowded. even mom nd the whole siblings are there. my bigbro was stunned because he wasnt dress appropriately for that event. and there. 30k+ babye! :[

IEnight

WALA AKONG MASABI!

:(

damnnit.

GUSTO KO NANG:

1.MATULOG

2.KUMAIN NG MAAYOS

3.SHOPPING

4.MALLING

5.HANGOUTS

6.MOVIES

7.FOODTRIP

8.PLAY MY PIANO

9.LUMAKI

10.GRUMADUATE


in short, What i need is TIME.

just a time for myself. thats all i need.